Midnight update

Today was an extremely emotional day for all of us,of course daddy & papa were a bit stronger than mommy & grandma....But we needed them to be.I did get some sleep ,so I will be usefull to my son tomorrow.Processing all of today's events were....I'm not shure I can think of a word other than really,really hard.After Ayden was settled back in his room today ,Anesthesia came to talk to us about what happened in the OR.During the scope he had a broncospasim & desatted down to 10,which for those of you that do not know what that means is his airway clamped down & the oxygen level in his body should be 100,but dipped to 10,he did however come right back up once they used a different anesthetic.The word broncospasim just sends chills down my spine & I never want to hear it again.When Ayden was a baby for the first 1 1/2 yrs he turned blue & we had to bag him just about every other day because of his broncomalacia,when that cleared up broncospasims only happend when he was sick,but never so bad where we had to bag him in almost 2yrs now.Then after hearing that his ET tube wasnt in secure so they had to sedate & paralyze him & he ended up paralyzed before anesthetic took place,so it looked like he was sleeping,but he wasn't yet.I must say I lost it at that point & Daddy was a rockstar for Ayden,I had to leave him,so Jay had to bottle up what ever he was feeling to be there for Ayden,& grandma & papa were there to help me keep my sanity.Its now 1:00 am & Ayden is doing good,after all this hes in better shape than me.......He is so incredibly strong,please pray his day tomorrow is an easy one & he really is OK.....Love,Angie